Why won’t somebody see me?

I sit here wondering why won’t somebody see me? Those that God gave me to. Why won’t they protect me? Protect my heart from all the pain that is being poured out. Why won’t somebody hear me? As I spend my hours, my days, crying out to make some type of sense of what has happened to me, where are they? Nobody sees me, nobody hears me, nobody cares. They are so busy making their own life, the decisions that are all about them. But what about me? When do I begin to matter? When am I important? God gave me to them. They are to protect me, to love me, to comfort me, to hold me. So why are their wants more important than me? I sit with a broken heart and their life goes on. I smile through my pain and their life goes on. I sit frozen in time, still trapped in the moment that their decisions broke my heart. Their life goes on but my life is frozen in that moment. That moment everything changed. That moment when their actions stopped my whole world.Did they not realize how precious my heart was? God gave me to them to protect me, to love me, to cover me, to hold me but they just didn’t. They just wouldn’t see me, they just wouldn’t hear me and they just didn’t value me enough to make a different CHOICE.

God, help us to see and hear our children and realize that our decisions will bring them to wholeness or brokenness. For those children that sit broken, may we rise up and be the hands that heal them back to life.